now, lets begin
its been a year plus plus now since i last felt being showered with love. Somehow i miss being loooked upon in the eyes, being hugged and embraced in someone's arms, being kissed on my lips or forehead feeling as though im the luckiest girl on earth. I must say, truthfully i miss being in love, in other words, i miss having a boyfriend. it may sound desperate to some of you guys, but this is how and what i feeel all along. im sure its natural if someone feels jealous when they seee couples around them, holding hands, arms tight around each others waist and other things which couples usually do. Cause i feeeel that way.
i've always been hoping to meet someone out there who could shower me with love endlessly, who could be my listening ear, who could be the best boyfriend ever, as well as my enemy. i know patience is the key to everything. Therefore, with patience and my bitter sweet past experience, may entering poly life take me closer in meeeting that someone.
Well, i guess only time will tell, till then
