its been a year & one month now, indeed time passes by real quick
the date 20th just reminds me of a particular moment in the past. A bittersweet chapter which I have decided to close sometime ago and make it the wonderful one, among the rest. i always thought i was able to get rid of everything, thoughts & feelings about it all, but i was'nt aware that i could'nt. maybe you leave such a huge impact on me, till i'm unsure on where, when and even how to start things afresh. I was'nt given the chance before to tell you how much i love you back then- not even once in that particular 30 days being with you. probably i was unsure how i could express it all to you, without any previous experiences to support me and to give me strength to go through each and every step i took, alone. everything stop me from saying the truth which have been kept long enough. if only i could save our relationship. it would be a year & one month now if we stood strong. but eventhough it only lasted a month, it was all wondeful. the endless love you showered me with, tight hugs and those kisses and and also the times we had spend together was
all worth the 30 days.
now a year & one month have passed. i guess its long enough for me to start things afresh once again in my life, right? Well hey, I'm moving on. I'm learning to pick myself up once again, finding my way to start a fresh new chapter. I know there are lots of things ahead waiting for me. For now, im keeping the past aside- will always be remembered though and i will definitely take it as an experience which i will carry in life. and ohhh thanks to this statement here; 'maybe all this things happen as there's a reason to it' have totally made me realise that the things which happen between us really have a reason to it. to that, i'm much stronger when facing certain things which i go through every single day. simpler explaination, im a better person today. a whole lot of thanks to you, superman
