BLOG MATI. hahahahhahah! wahh, its been a week since i did'nt post anything! siakkk, lama kape! lol. i swear my blog is dying! KERJA is the reason to all this. work every single day till i have no time to blog, to chat, to do every single thing that i want. the worst thing is, im all caught up with work that i have no time to go out, to enjoy and to spent time with my friends. pffft!
i miss going out.
i miss lots and lots of people, my syg-syg!
i miss everything lah.
i tell eu, if my pay by the end of this month is not good and it does not reach my expectations,
i will stop working. seriously
mama have been asking when will i get my pay. friends are asking why they never see me online, when can they meet me, and telling me how much they miss me . oh friends, i miss eu tooo, much. but i dont know when i can meet eu guys. HAIYAAA~
i think back. at times im convince and motivated abt my work, but at times im not. my uplines told me i could get what i aim to get for my pay with 100% effort put in and that really convince me and make me stay and continue with this job. but seriously, im tired. everyday come down office and sometimes go home late. and what if i can't find any networks or people to buy GPs? like now, all my prospect semua change their minds abt joining our company. HOW? i won't get high pay right! this is where i satrt thinking of all the negative things. correct anot what i have stated above. godd ~i really need time to rest, i need time to relax, to go out sometimes with friends to enjoy, to spend time with my family and lots more. im missing all the things i normally do before getting all caught up with this job. hmm~ i want my old life back, please.
lets just wait and see. if this month my pay is not what i have expected,
here i go, i'll quit. i know someday i will regret quitting this job as this job can provide me with a good future, but i rather work and have an average life than working real hard and making myself feel stuck with work and work only.
okay, lets stop talking abt work. im tired seeing those four letter words.
I JUST MISS MY OLD LIFE. im stopping here for now friends. i shall update abt more exciting things soonn.
before i end.
thats why i say;
business is not my kind.
goodnight~
i miss going out.
i miss lots and lots of people, my syg-syg!
i miss everything lah.
i tell eu, if my pay by the end of this month is not good and it does not reach my expectations,
i will stop working. seriously
mama have been asking when will i get my pay. friends are asking why they never see me online, when can they meet me, and telling me how much they miss me . oh friends, i miss eu tooo, much. but i dont know when i can meet eu guys. HAIYAAA~
i think back. at times im convince and motivated abt my work, but at times im not. my uplines told me i could get what i aim to get for my pay with 100% effort put in and that really convince me and make me stay and continue with this job. but seriously, im tired. everyday come down office and sometimes go home late. and what if i can't find any networks or people to buy GPs? like now, all my prospect semua change their minds abt joining our company. HOW? i won't get high pay right! this is where i satrt thinking of all the negative things. correct anot what i have stated above. godd ~i really need time to rest, i need time to relax, to go out sometimes with friends to enjoy, to spend time with my family and lots more. im missing all the things i normally do before getting all caught up with this job. hmm~ i want my old life back, please.
lets just wait and see. if this month my pay is not what i have expected,
here i go, i'll quit. i know someday i will regret quitting this job as this job can provide me with a good future, but i rather work and have an average life than working real hard and making myself feel stuck with work and work only.
okay, lets stop talking abt work. im tired seeing those four letter words.
I JUST MISS MY OLD LIFE. im stopping here for now friends. i shall update abt more exciting things soonn.
before i end.
thats why i say;
business is not my kind.
goodnight~